Saturday April 19th 2025 :Fun, making memories, give myself some : happy surprising energy; play and run with him as much as possible. I just wish housework could be done by magic or receive more help from his dad who been back for a few months. But not showing much good influence. I am proud of myself ; feel like Super Mom. I work 6 days a week just shy of 40 hours per week. I pay all bills, run errands , do 98% of outside and inside chores, care for pets (have 6) and several house plants. The pain and exhaustion is very worth all my living babies to be cared for and happy.