If I could go back in time, I would go back to a year ago today and tell last year me that everything is going to be ok. I would tell her that this is just an incredibly painful start to the best thing that could happen to me, even though a year from now its still painful. Someone you loved and trusted with everything in you betrayed you, tricked you, used you and lied to you. and that pain doesn’t just go away. It becomes a part of you. fortunately a part of you that will fade with time but a part of you nonetheless. and so will the love you had for that person. But don’t worry. That part of you will continue to grow smaller as time goes on There are things waiting for us that will make those parts that were him smaller everyday.